When people ask me how i would describe myself.i always tell them."i am a child of science."I can never mean anything more than that last sentence.Ever since i was a child;Science was with me nearly without fail.For my earliest years that meant Documentaries on the discovery channel.I was fortunate enough to discovery Cosmos:with Carl Sagan.This with one swift movement turned my attention from that of the earth's crowded surface and to that of the stars above.I have retained that desire all of my life.The thirst for knowledge and the desire for understanding.I am certain this will never fade.
The raw power of science is amazing,and what it does to help us grasp the concept of the universe.When i learn something new about the universe it fills me with hope and a strange sense of belonging.Perhaps the best decision i have ever made,taking an interest in science.I hope everyone finds a way for science to play role in their day to day life.If you are not interested in science currently.I strongly encourage you to do so.It will change your life.
2.Society (Less postive)
Very few times in my life i have i felt at home and at peace with my place in society.Most everyone i have talked to in my life seem to have a strong distaste for my true interests.I try to express to them my feelings and for the most part,they only pretend to listen.So i often walk away from conversations feeling defeated.I have been bullied for much of my years in school,which only contributes to feeling like a social outcast.I was extremely depressed in middle school(which i'm beginning to learn is more common than i had thought.I did very poorly with school in middle school because i was simply incapable of caring about most things.I luckily found my way out the chambers of depression and am feeling much better now.
I have hope that i will find someone who shares at least some of my interest and desires.However even now it's hard for me to see beyond present day.I suppose things will change in time(and everything does) however it is sometimes easier to only accept the reality i have in front of me.